In My Head. by tylerhateslife

Tylerhateslife by tylerhateslife

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In My Head.
by tylerhateslife

Album: Tylerhateslife

Verse 1
Yeah, in my head again
Voices telling me I'm nothing, better dead again
I can't relate to 'a 'society that don't 'wanna feel
So I just masquerade depression 'with the sex and the pills
I don't wanna die young, I don't wanna live dead
They say I need medication
'Cause they don't wanna take the time to understand my situation
They would rather see me die than simply ask me how my day went

Chorus
What's in my head?
I think I might be dead
They tell me I need medicine
But I just need a friend
Get out of my head
Every word you said stuck to me like EverWind
You're all that I have left
All that I have

Verse 2
Yeah, I've never been the best at anything
Had to work for everything I ever did
At the age of ten I was carrying a chip that shouldn't have existed, ut did because my momma dipped
Was just a kid, what was I supposed to do?
I remember dad being there when I was two
Through everything, yeah he made some mistakes
But givin' up on his family is one thing that he didn't do
Identical, everything that you've been into
You did the same thing to me but somehow yours is minuscule
I keep a picture to remind me why I'm miserable
I pray this city's due while I hope my sister's happy too
I took the fall, that's the only part that's my fault
Maybe you should stay gone, I'm startin' to think I'm better off
But either way I keep on singin' these songs until you reply or something, feel so silly for some

Chorus
What's in my head?
I think I might be dead
They tell me I need medicine
But I just need a friend
Get out of my head
Every word you said stuck to me like EverWind
You're all that I have left
All that I have

Verse 3
Life flies by, now I know it's true
Everybody said, don't blink, I kept my eyes glued shut
Just to block off the drop
When they opened back up I was shootin' pistols at a target
Preparin' for a war I ain't even start
I just need a job, ain't no other option
Can't afford college, the same army that's got my six is the same army that turned their back when I needed them
Woah, let that sink in for a minute
Don't need you to tell me if I left, I'll regret it
When I'm gone the only thing that I'll regret is lettin' a bunch of nobodies put me down to feel a power trip
Don't get me wrong, I love my country with everything in my heart
I'd do it all again just to be a light in the dark
I'm sure you're gonna mock me and say it's because I'm soft
But twenty to a day with worship would rock

Chorus
What's in my head?
I think I might be dead
They tell me I need medicine
But I just need a friend
Get out of my head
Every word you said stuck to me like EverWind
You're all that I have left
All that I have

Verse 4
Yeah, in my head again
Voices tellin; me I'm nothin' without medicine
But I know that my identity is more than a pill
So I just give it all to Jesus and he gives me the will to keep going
I'm not alone
I hate my life because this is not home
I'm not home
If I die in these clothes, don't fold
Just know that I'm home, I'm home